I feel so old. It's so ridiculous, and kind of funny. The part that makes me feel old is the fact that I HAVE NO MEMORY. I can not remember anything, at all. I think of things that I need to do, or get done, or want to do, and then 5 minutes later can't remember it. Then hours later, I do remember and get all flustered. Thank you awesome medications!
Sometimes I worry about how my semester is going to go if I can't remember much. I never have been one to keep a planner or write things down to remind me. Now, I am. I feel so old.
So, I am writing some things down right now, so I can have a constant reminder of a few major things I am striving for this semester. That is if I can remember to look here... or that I even have a blog. Ugh!
1. Get up earlier. Like way earlier. I have 8 a.m.'s every morning but I want to get up earlier to take allll my medicine, take care of Sarah (puppy), make sure I have everything for the day, maybe eat something, get some reading in. You know, just overall be ready and happy and prepared for my days.
2. The reason why getting up earlier is number one is because it encompasses A LOT. My number two, is taking care and loving on the new puppy. Sarah is so wonderful and amazing and just the happiest puppy. We were able to save her from literally death and I want to give her an amazing life. If I can help her have a happy life, I am pretty sure that she will help me feel better and have a happier life.
3. Taking allllll of my medicine is number three for me. For my peace of mind, I need to be strict about taking my medicine so when I go back for bloodwork in March, I will know that I have done everything I can and make a decision on whether or not to stay on it. Also, if it will make me feel better, I want to be on it. :)
4. Focusing on school and applying myself is very important to me this semester. I want to be the best student I can be and for the first time since I have been in college, I actually feel like a college student. I want to do well and succeed. I want to make my family proud too. I already know they are proud, but I want to make them super proud!
5. Saving money.... Ugh. This is going to be tough! But I totally have to. At this point, I have no freaking clue what I am doing after college. I do know that I want money when I am done though.
I have a feeling there are more things that I wanted to write down but....wait for it.......I CANT REMEMBER! Whatever... this post has already taken an hour to write because I would forget what I was writing.
I am excited for this semester. I pray that the Lord blesses it and makes it so wonderful.
If you ever notice that I have forgotten something throughout the next few months go ahead and remind me, please!
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